Just not feeling it today! We booked a job for our Chem-Dry business, I was feeling very confident like hmm... maybe this can really work out. Than comes the stress that comes along with any type of job. I am just really feeling discouraged. How? Well I had an interview for a part time job this evening. I really got an ear full. David said that this would only stress him out further, if I took this job. What would I do with William and what about taking calls for our business, and how I would neglect my other duties and responsibilities. I understand all that but I really am thinking of how am I going to pay the mortgage if we have a slow month or even worse a slow quarter. This job would mean steady income that I can count on. Of course I was crying when I drove to my interview. I felt like an idiot!!!! I want to do what I can for my family but I really am stressing out today!!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes I want this ride called life to slow down and be more steady. I like the scenic route! That was another thing David wants to move from my beloved Tooele and I DO NOT!
I asked him to fast and pray about it with me. He agreed that would be a good idea. Hmm..... we will see. Really just not feeling it today!
