Just not feeling it today! We booked a job for our Chem-Dry business, I was feeling very confident like hmm... maybe this can really work out. Than comes the stress that comes along with any type of job. I am just really feeling discouraged. How? Well I had an interview for a part time job this evening. I really got an ear full. David said that this would only stress him out further, if I took this job. What would I do with William and what about taking calls for our business, and how I would neglect my other duties and responsibilities. I understand all that but I really am thinking of how am I going to pay the mortgage if we have a slow month or even worse a slow quarter. This job would mean steady income that I can count on. Of course I was crying when I drove to my interview. I felt like an idiot!!!! I want to do what I can for my family but I really am stressing out today!!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes I want this ride called life to slow down and be more steady. I like the scenic route! That was another thing David wants to move from my beloved Tooele and I DO NOT!
I asked him to fast and pray about it with me. He agreed that would be a good idea. Hmm..... we will see. Really just not feeling it today!
I'm so sorry. It's hard when you're just trying to do your very best, and you don't know for sure what that should be. I'm sure everything will work out!
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Just be calm and do what you feel is right. I say, take the job if it is offered. People will leave messages. Or better yet, let David answer the phone when you work. Steady income is always a good thing. You're business will come along wonderfully, I'm sure of it. But everything good in life takes time and hard work. Love ya Sis!
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